Saturday, September 20, 2014

Super leg

“He is here” said the girls’ voice.
“Give me a minute” said the doctor. He got up and walked around the room, this patient needed all of this concentration. Narcissistic, self-centered, egotistical. It is very important that the doctor keeps control of the situation. It was bad enough that the patient had demanded to have this meeting outside their regular schedule if he let the patient get control it could disintegrate their whole doctor patient relationship. He sat back at his desk and pressed the intercom.
“Send him in.” said the doctor.
The patient walked in and sat on the couch.
“Thank you for seeing me doctor.” the patient said.
“Of course” said the doctor “I’m here whenever you need me. Tell me what happened.”
“I was fighting Lex Luther.” the patient said
“Again with Lex. We have talked about this you have to move away from your relationship with Lex. It is a self-destructive relationship which you need to move past. You understand that don’t you?” said the doctor.
“That’s not going to be a problem,” said the patient
“Why not?”
“I kicked his head off”
“You kicked his head off? As in you kicked him in the head?”
“Well yes I kicked him in the head and his head came off.”
“We have spoken about this before. You cannot go around killing people. You are an illegal alien in this country. In fact you are an illegal alien on this planet. You cannot kill people. It will not be tolerated.” said the doctor.
“Well what could I do? I told you he was building a battle suit and you told me I was being paranoid. I told you he was stock pileing kryptonite and you told me not everything was about me. But he was building the suit and it was run on kryptonite so I guess you were wrong.”
“We have spoken about this before." said the doctor. “Just because you are paranoid about being followed does not mean you can never be followed. This was one of those situations where no one could have known this would happen.”
“Well I think I could and I could have stopped all of this. I could have killed Lex when I first found out what he was. All it would have taken was a flick of my finger. Just one little tap to the forehead and Lex would have been no more."
“We have been over this the ends don’t justify the means. You are not allowed to sit in judgement of who lives and who dies. Even you have to be accountable.”
“Accountable like Lex was when he first killed thousands of people just to see if radiation had any effect on me? Would you tell the children he orphaned that he shouldn’t be killed? What about when he took control of the orphanage and turned those same children into monsters and sent them to attack metropolis. Who did the government call to stop the monsters, who did they ask to kill those children so metropolis would be safe. Oh but I mustn’t kill Lex that would be wrong.”
“We have discussed this, your action against the monsters was just you saved lives you have to stop blaming yourself. The government sent you to me to help you deal with what happened that day."
“I have tried but that is not why I am here.”
 “Ok why are you here” said the doctor
“Well we were engaged in this battle for 3 hours. Lex in his battle armour and me in a skin tight lycra blue one piece with my red underwear on the outside.”
“Yes we have discussed your choice of clothing. That is a popular topic on your regular session, you don’t have to wear it, you know you choose to wear it don’t you?”
“Yes well thats not the point. The point is we fought for three hours and it looked like I had lost. Lex stood above me and went to crush my skull. Somehow I mustered my strength and I moved out of the way. Lex, off balance fell to the ground and I stood up and put the last ot my strength into one final kick and I kicked his head clean off. I think it may have gone into orbit.”
“Really, this is not a time for boasting.”
“Sorry, so I kicked his head off and my leg was covered in his blood but when I breached the battle suit it seems Lex has set it up so that liquid Kryptonite would spray on anyone within a few meters of the suit. So I was sprayed head to toe.”
“So you have lost your power.”
“All except my leg.”
“Your leg?”
“Yes the leg which was covered in Lexs blood it is the only part of me which still has power.”
“So how does that work? Can you still fly, fight, are you still invulnerable?”
“Everthing except my leg is now human. I can still fly but that is part of why I’m here. I used to be a legend, flying into battle with my arms in front of me or cruising in flying standing up able to take stock of the situation and plan for what I needed to do. Not any more though. Now only one of my legs can fly so I essentially dangle off the back of the leg which means I fly into situations backwards and upside-down. I’m a laughing stock. By the time I get into the area everyone is laughing. I can’t tell who the criminal was and who the victim was.”
“But that means you are still doing what you want, you are stopping crime just in a different way of getting the result.”
“But I used to enforce the law now I’m just a joke.”
“We have been over this you are not defined by you powers you are your own person. You are a good person not just a set of abilities. You have more to offer this world than your powers.”
”So you don’t think this makes me less of a man?"
”You know what we have always said you are and will always be the same person something like this is tough but you are still a good person. People will not start treating you different.”
The patient sat there thinking about this for a moment. Then he smiled and looked at the doctor.
“You are right of course. Thank you again for seeing me at such short notice.
The patient got up and walked out. The doctor walked into reception with him and the patient walked out the door.
“I am always so star struck when I see superman.” said the receptionist.
“Not Superman," said the doctor, “not anymore now he is just Superleg.”

Sunday, May 25, 2014

20

I saw some soldiers today and I have been following them. Maybe the government has reformed and they are going to restore order.  I’m going the walk up to them tomorrow, I think it’s finally over my next entry will be written from a military hospital with a good meal inside me.

Journal entry twenty... safe

Saturday, May 17, 2014

19

‭I keep hearing noises in the darkness but I can’t tell if they are real or if they are just in my head. Its cold and I cant stop thel bleeding from my leg. I keep hoping someone will save me but there is no one left.

‭Journal entry nineteen



Thursday, May 08, 2014

18

I‭’‬m hurt,‭ ‬I was trying to stay off the road and stick to old hiking trails but I lost my footing and fell I hurt my arm and I can‭’‬t stop the bleeding from a cut in my leg.‭ Im trying to find a house to hole up in but Im in the middle of a forest and all I can see are trees.

Journal entry‭ eighteen.

Sunday, May 04, 2014

17

I heard someone screaming yesterday.‭ ‬I did nothing.‭ ‬They‭ ‬couldn‭’‬t be more than a few hundred meters away but all I could think was please‭ ‬don‭’‬t come this way.‭ ‬The sound stopped quickly either they got away or‭ ‬they got caught I‭ ‬don‭’‬t care I just have to keep moving.

Journal entry seventeen.‭

Saturday, April 26, 2014

16

Im tired, I just want to sleep all the time. I found some fruit which I thought might be ok but I have been throwing up all day. I dont have any food and only a little water so I dont know what to do. Im in a cabin at the moment but without food I cant stay here. I keep thinking of my dream is the light getting further away or is it going out? I guess I will stay in this cabin for a day, maybe if it rains I will at least have some water.

Journal entry sixteen.‭  Don‭’‬t go crazy.

Saturday, April 19, 2014

15

I was attacked last night.‭ ‬I guess I must have called out in my sleep but something attracted the zombies when I woke they were almost on me.‭ ‬I shot one with the shotgun but lost my pistol and the spare shells.‭ ‬I‭’‬ve got‭ ‬2‭ ‬cans of food and half a bottle of water in my backpack and I‭’‬m entering the mountains.‭ ‬I can only pray that I find somewhere to rest up for a few days.‭ ‬Houses are getting more spread out and most of them have already been cleaned out.‭ ‬I guess there are other people with the same Idea as me that or else with less people up here they had time to try to evacuate.‭ ‬I guess I cant complain because there are less zombies but now I have to worry‭ ‬about starving.

Journal entry fifteen.‭ ‬Don‭’‬t go crazy.

Sunday, April 13, 2014

14

I keep running into zombies in the strangest places. There are less of them the further I go into the hills but they seem to appear when I least expect them. If it wasnt so terrifying it would be hilarious. I was going through a house I broke into which I thought was empty but when I went into the bathroom there were two zombies standing there, it was like I had walked into a bathroom before the end, I actually said sorry and tried to close the door before they both rushed at me. As I ran away I couldnt figure out how they had gotten there in the first place there was no sign of a struggle in the house just two people randomly in the toilet together who turned into zombies. Maybe I should be keeping track of these events if I meet any other survivors we can trade stories.

Journal entry fourteen.‭ ‬Don‭’‬t go crazy.

Saturday, April 05, 2014

13

‭I’‬m on the road again, I'm trying to move from house to house,‭ ‬after my brief stay with Ruth its good to be back on my own. Ruth was lovely but she couldn't change and I cant take care of her. After the fire in the city I am wary of setting up any kind of permanent place to stay in a built up area.‭ ‬I‭’‬ve seen‭ ‬smoke in the distance I don‭’‬t think the zombies are capable of setting fires so‭ ‬maybe the last humans are trying to use the fires to kill the zombies or‭ ‬it‭’‬s just a coincidence that the fires are happening at the same time but I want to keep moving away from any built up areas.‭ ‬With a little luck I might be able to find a well-stocked cabin in the woods where‭ ‬I can hold up for a few weeks.‭ ‬It might be too much to hope for but if I could also get a dog and a banjo I could be quiet happy for a few months.‭ ‬But id settle for a‭ ‬rundown hovel as long as‭ ‬there were no zombies.
Journal entry thirteen.‭ ‬Don‭’‬t go crazy.

Sunday, March 30, 2014

12

There was a zombie in the front garden. Life with Ruth looks like it is coming to an end. I dont think I can stay here and Ruth wont leave. She walked out and fired a shot in the air. She later told me it was to scare the creature off. I wish I could get through to her but I dont think I can she is living in her own world and she is going to get me killed. As soon as the zombies the gun shot drew are gone then so am I. I knew this was coming but its hard to leave someone who has been nothing but kind to me, still its time to get back to what I do best, taking care of myself. I knew this was too good to be true.
Journal entry twelve.‭ ‬Don‭’‬t go crazy.

Sunday, March 23, 2014

11

Life with Ruth.....‭ ‬Its‭ ‬interesting.‭ ‬Great to finally have some one answer back when I say something.‭ ‬Someone to laugh at my jokes or tell me when they suck.‭ ‬But I am beginning to remember why I wanted to stay on my own.‭ ‬Ruth has her set ways and I‭’‬m currently living in her house so I guess I can’t complain but‭ ‬it‭’‬s getting a bit annoying.‭ ‬It‭’‬s not like I can just go out of the house for a walk or head to the cinema its‭ ‬24/7‭ ‬living with someone I‭ ‬didn‭’‬t even know a few days ago.‭ ‬I think‭ ‬it‭’‬s going to take some getting used to but I guess I have plenty of time to get used to it. Its a 2 story house and Ruth has given me the spare bedroom to use so I spend a lot of time there if I need space and Ruth seem to know not to disturb me. Ruth and her husband were big into reading so its nice to finally be able to read something that does not have a picture of a kardashian on the front cover .

Journal entry eleven.‭ ‬Don‭’‬t go crazy.

Sunday, March 16, 2014

10

Ruth and I have been getting to know each other better.‭ ‬She has been surviving on something she calls preserves but they taste like Jam to me.‭ ‬She and her husband had one daughter but she moved away a few years back and she only calls Ruth every few weeks.‭ ‬I have asked Ruth if she wants to move further into the mountains but she insists that she wants to say and wait for her husband.‭ ‬The problem is the house is very exposed and there are a lot of zombies in this area.‭ ‬I just‭ ‬don‭’‬t seem to be able to get through to her.‭ ‬It‭’‬s like she is still living in the past where her daughter is about to call and her husband is going to walk in the door at any minute.‭ ‬With‭ ‬takeout food and they will sit down and watch a movie before dinner. I like Ruth but sooner or later I need to decide between Ruth and saftey.
Journal entry ten.‭ ‬Don‭’‬t go crazy.

Saturday, March 08, 2014

9

I found another survivor.‭ ‬Her name is Ruth she was‭ ‬holed up in a house I broke into.‭ ‬She nearly shot‭ ‬me before I knew she was there.‭ ‬I came in‭ ‬through the window and was going through the kitchen drawers when she walked in.‭ ‬As I remember it I raised my hands and told her not to shoot but she says I screamed like a little girl so she knew I‭ ‬wasn‭’‬t a zombie.‭ ‬What ever happened I‭’‬m glad I met her.‭ ‬Ruth is a woman in her fifties and herself and her husband lived in this house for the past‭ ‬30‭ ‬years.‭ ‬He went out to look for some food a few days ago and‭ ‬didn‭’‬t come back.‭ ‬She thinks he was just delayed‭ ‬somewhere and will be back soon.‭ ‬I‭ ‬don‭’‬t have the heart to tell‭ ‬her he‭ ‬won‭’‬t be coming back.‭ She is treating me like a kid but its kind of nice having someone taking care of me

Journal entry nine.‭ ‬Don‭’‬t go crazy.

Sunday, March 02, 2014

8

I spent the day breaking into houses.‭ ‬It was actually kind of fun.‭ ‬I know the world has gone to shit and there are no cops,‭ ‬no judges.‭ ‬no jail.‭ ‬Shit I wonder how many people survived in jail.‭ "‬I lived through the apocalypse just to die of dehydration in my cell‭" ‬wow that has to suck.‭ ‬Still,‭ ‬I had to be Quiet breaking into houses if the zombies heard me they would have swarmed all over me like ants on a circuit board. But it was worth the risk ‬I found a shotgun and a pistol.‭ ‬At least I can fight back now and not just signal for help if I‭’‬m attached.‭ ‬Maybe my luck has changed, still I am not going to be so complacent that Im going to let my guard down I’ve seen enough films to know this is when I get eaten.

Journal entry eight.‭ ‬Don‭’‬t go crazy.

Sunday, February 23, 2014

7

I have been walking all day.‭ ‬I‭’‬m trying to get as far away from the city as possible.‭ ‬I can‭’‬t use the roads as that‭’‬s where the zombies are.‭ ‬It looks like the fires have also driven them out of the cities.‭ ‬Its‭ ‬weird are they on the roads because they are easier to walk on or is there some kind of residual memory that tells them this is what they are supposed to do.‭ ‬I walk parallel to the road but a couple of hundred yards into the trees.‭ ‬I can see the them walking some of them look almost peace full as if they are out for a stroll but‭ ‬I know what they would do if they see me or if they see anyone like me.‭ ‬It‭’‬s all smash kill and then back to strolling.‭ ‬I need to find a gun all I have in my supplies is a knife and a flare gun.‭ ‬More evidence I‭’‬m losing my mind what the hell do I think I‭’‬m going to need to signal.‭ ‬Maybe‭ ‬I‭’‬ll decide it‭’‬s too much one day and just send up the flare and wait for the zombies to get me.

Journal entry seven.‭ ‬Don‭’‬t go crazy.

Saturday, February 15, 2014

6

Fires started in the city last night.‭ ‬They spread ridiculously quickly.‭ ‬I almost didn‭’‬t make it out.‭ ‬I don‭’‬t know how they started but I know there is no one left to put them out.‭ ‬They will burn until everything in their path is gone and nothing left on earth can change that.‭ ‬I grabbed what food‭ ‬I could and the emergency bag so I got cloths and survival gear enough to keep me going for a few days.‭ ‬But I dropped my gun.‭ ‬Good bye secure house,‭ ‬bolted doors and larder full of food.‭ ‬Now I‭’‬m cold and I‭’‬m exposed but I‭’‬m alive.‭ ‬So I guess‭ ‬it‭’‬s time to move on.‭ ‬I‭’‬m heading away from the city,‭ ‬hopefully there will be less zombies the further out I go.

Journal entry six.‭ ‬Don‭’‬t go crazy.

Sunday, February 09, 2014

5

I shot my first zombie in the head today.‭ ‬I was a couple of blocks over scouting out the‭ ‬neighbourhood when I saw a girl being chased by two zombies I fired my gun and winged one of them the other ran at me and I got a clean head shot from close range.‭ ‬Well ok I missed with the first shot and he was almost on top of me when I fired but I did it.‭ ‬The girl ran straight past me she was so intent on getting away from the zombies I‭ ‬don‭’‬t even know if she saw me.‭ ‬Still it‭’‬s good to know there are a few of us humans still running around.‭ ‬I didn‭’‬t follow her I figure I never really trusted people before the end why start now‭? ‬I can‭’‬t imagine running after her and saying hey person I never met would you like to come live with me‭? ‬Of course I‭’‬m trust worthy I just shot that guy who up until a week ago was just like you and me and now I‭’‬m covered in their blood and brains.‭ ‬Come on it'll be fine.‭ ‬It was scary how many zombies the gun shots drew to the‭ ‬neighbourhood it took me hours to get back home.‭

Journal entry five.‭ ‬Don‭’‬t go crazy

Saturday, February 01, 2014

4

I finished removing the stairs today the only way to the second floor is using the ladder and I can pull that up with me.‭ ‬All the doors and windows are barricaded but I wanted to be sure that I have a backup in case they get in.‭ ‬I also have a bag packed so I can make a run for it if things get bad,‭ ‬I don‭’‬t know if things are getting better but keeping myself busy is helping take my mind off what is happening to the world.‭ ‬I have been trying to keep my mind‭ ‬occupied‭ ‬as well but there is only so much‭ ‬tic-tac toe you can play.‭ ‬The problem with being the only one playing a game is that despite always knowing what the next move will be you still end up‭ ‬losing the game.‭ ‬I tried reading but I‭ ‬don‭’‬t think the previous owners were big into books, there is only so much OK magazine you can read.‭ ‬There are hundreds of DVD‭’‬s but they are useless now, I guess I could cut them into ninja stars and throw them at zombies.‭ ‬I still can‭’‬t sleep but I have a secure base and that makes me feel better.‭



Journal entry four.‭ ‬Don‭’‬t go crazy

Saturday, January 25, 2014

3

The commute to the shops is not what it used to be.‭ ‬Still at least there are no queues when you get there.‭ ‬Before all you had to worry about on the commute was a bit of traffic or the odd drunk,‭ ‬now your trip to the shops gets a little more serious.‭ ‬The good news is the zombies seem to be slowing down.‭ ‬I guess they‭’‬re running out of humans so they are conserving energy.‭ ‬But they still spring to life when the see fresh meat.‭ ‬I was hidden in an alley when two of them‭ ‬shuffled in behind me.‭ ‬The moment they saw me they started running,‭ ‬no pause, no‭ ‬surprise, no hey look there is one of those meat bags that used to be all over this city.‭ ‬There wasn‭’‬t even a split second of confusion in unison‭ ‬they went for me.‭ ‬I barely got out alive.‭ ‬Still I made it back in one piece with a backpack full of cans.‭ ‬I think I have enough food to last for a few weeks.‭

Journal entry three.‭ ‬Don‭’‬t go crazy.

Saturday, January 18, 2014

2

I‭’‬m hiding in a two story house which has plenty of trees and bushes around it to keep anyone from seeing me.‭ ‬It‭’‬s not a bad spot and the previous owners must have left in a hurry as there is a little food and clothes left in the house.‭ ‬I have started barricading the doors and windows as much as possible.‭ ‬I don‭’‬t want to use a hammer and nails as I am afraid the noise will attract the Zombies.‭ ‬I don‭’‬t really know the city well but that what I get for being on holidays at the end.‭ ‬So far I have been able to run from every Zombie I‭’‬ve seen but that can‭’‬t last I am eventually going to run out of food and so I will need to start venturing out more and more.‭ ‬I thought I heard‭ ‬some people talking earlier but when went to look there was no one around.‭ ‬I think I‭’‬m better off alone anyway I always think other people only slow you down.‭ ‬I always feel if anyone is going to get me killed I would rather it was me.‭ ‬I think it would be a bad way to go knowing if only you hadn‭’‬t relied on this other person the door would have been closed properly or you would never have blindly run into dead end alley.‭ ‬I know as a rule they say humans were not meant to live alone but I guess there is an exception to every rule.‭ ‬That‭’‬s me the exception.‭ ‬I‭’‬m the person who turned up at a bus tour the day the world ended and sat in the tour office for two hours oblivious to the fact the city was tearing itself apart around me.‭ ‬And at the end of the day I am just annoyed that no one showed up who could give me a refund.

‭ Journal entry two. Don’t go crazy.

Sunday, January 12, 2014

1

I had the same dream again last night the same dream I have had every night since this happened.‭ ‬I‭’‬m in a dark room with only one source of light.‭ ‬A candle in the distance but the more I move towards the light the‭ ‬further the light seems to get from me until eventually it disappears and I wake up screaming.‭ ‬Life after the end of the world is not exactly a piece of cake in general but throw in sleep deprivation and you enter a whole new world of hell.‭ ‬You spend all‭ ‬day afraid of zombies and all night afraid of your own mind,‭ ‬but that‭’‬s why I have decided to write this journal.‭ ‬Maybe if I can get some of my fears out of my head it might make this life bearable.‭ ‬And I guess after the end of the world,‭ ‬bearable is as good as it gets.

Journal entry one.‭ ‬Don‭’‬t go crazy.